Deeper into addiction

I am recognizing deeper into what I am addicted to. I am addicted to information. Reading, thinking, reading, thinking. When does it all end? I guess my prison IS right here in the midst of continually seeking. The idea that I am trying to give up control of my life seems absurd when all I am doing is seeking more information and then thinking, thinking, thinking. What am I doing but STILL trying to perpetuate this illusion of control. What else do I need to know? If I need to know something it will come to me. But like any addiction, it could be tricky to drop. I need another detox. I guess this detox is to just to allow. Stop reading and thinking. Try only writing and being and doing. I've got all the information I could possibly need right now. I should be asking the question of myself when I catch myself in seeking mode. What am I seeking? What do I need to know? There has never been an answer that didn't come to me of its own accord when I needed to know it.